MY TENDER HEART IS IN A BLENDER.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

i feel like i am going to collapse

i'm still sick
i'm so tired
i'm hungry
and i feel so weak, seriously.
i really do think i might collapse

ok, but i didn't do this thing yesterday so here's an update on that -- went to school, no homework so i played soccer outside with sam for like an hour, ate dinner, wen't to soccer, we had this team-on-parents game, we won of course =] uh, went to bed really late. so im tired

and today, i woke up early. so i'm tired, and uh, had this scoliosis thing, i dont have it.. uh, it was a lazy day, i had to write this essay thing 5th pd. ahh, wasn't fun..k, well gym i chilled with lex, and other then that it was a tired/boring/lazy/lame day..

taylor&his GF broke up, idk i guess that's sad

and after school i went to office depot, and i got a new folder and i got these post it notes, right? and they're awesome, i got two kinds: one is a yellow heart, and it says "love you" on it, and the other one is just a yellow star, idk i thought that were really cool!

so whatever, not exiting, comment please

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Monday, January 31, 2005

OUR SCHOOL IS KILLER CRAZZY

Yeah, you know it is. Don't really feel like writing in here much, but this kid wen't insane in spanish today.. here's the story:

Alright so Justin Kessler or whatever, was turned around talking to this kid, so then the sub who was really weird came up to his desk and slammed a folder on his desk and justin's like what? and he gave him like this really weird look, and then he's like what's your problem today joseph? and he goes MY NAME IS NOT JOSEPH, ITS JUSTIN!! so then the sub's like, so what is your problem today JUSTIN?? and he goes "I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS CLASS ANYMORE, I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT" yes, he said those exact words. and then hes like SIGN MY PLANNER, IM OUT OF THIS PLACE!! and then justins like OKAY WHATEVER, I'M JUST LEAVING!! and he started running out the door and the sub grabbed him by the arm and said GIVE ME YOUR PLANNER YOUNG MAN, YOU ARE GOING TO THE OFFICE! and then justin threw his whole binder at him, and then the sub's like "HAND THAT TO ME YOUNG MAN" so he like whipped it out at him, and then the guy wrote in his planner and sent him to the office, but tate yells NO!!! HES GONNA RUN AWAY!! SEND SOMEONE WITH HIM! and timmy's like I'LL GO!! LET ME GO!!! then the subs like EVERYONE BE QUIET RIGHT NOW! so then later timmy's like "SO EVERYONE RAISE YOUR HAND IF YOU THINK JUSTIN SHOULD BE KILLED" and almost everyone raised their hand HAHA it was cool today!

but, uh, it was alright today in other classes, but i dont feel like writing about it.. comment i guess..


<3 i love you.


i'm out.

Sunday, January 30, 2005

WHOO

=] yeah! we won our game on saturday, 4-0. we played great again, and their team shoved alot. Alot of the girls on our team took it, but you know me and latrice, we shove back. I got some bruises and cuts on my knees, a cut on each ankle tendon thing, and a bruise on my foot (yes, the girl actually kicked me so hard it hurt, under my shoe), but that was alright because our coaches told us: the best revenge to make them mad is to win. so thats what we did..

haha, so after the game jessie's family and hallie's family and me (nope, no family for mee), we went out to dinner again. guess where? Duffy's again!! Me and Hallie and Jessie made our own table, and split a salad chicken wings and cheese sticks considering how hungry we were. Then the 3 of us slept over at hallies house& took showers, we stayed up late talking =] i had alot of fun! so we woke up the next morning, chilled, ate the yummaay breakfast her mommy made us [ biscuts&sausage ] and then she drove me and jess home, because hallie had CCD, which she didn't wanna go to =[

So i came home, and maddie was here =] they're going out for breakfast and bringing her home

I'm gonna be chilling today, don't have any more soccer games til next weekend.. I still have alot of HW to do, and makeup work shit.

<3> so comment please

Saturday, January 29, 2005

GO PINK LADIESS!

whoo hoo, i'm having quite some fun.

ok so i stayed home friday, but you already knew that.

so i felt alot better friday night so i went to my game, we won: 3-2. !! we played awesome, best ever. i was so proud of two of my best friends, hallie and jessie in goal.

hallie; it wasn't your fault two balls got past you. it was your forwards, midfielders, and defenders ( that includes myself : / ), babe you did awesome, and don't think of what you missed, think of what you got--it would have been a million to 3, if it wasn't for you. you stopped so many great kicks. you were awesome, don't stress it. <3

jessie; man i was so proud of you! you did so great, i've never seen you do so awesome. <3

so anyways, we played awesome. even though it was freezing, and raining, we played the best. but the other team, OH MAN they were rude. this one girl for no reason, not even trying to get the ball (the ball was on the other side of the field), she ran into me and elbowed me, and man i would have punched her so hard in the face and made her cry, but i didn't because i'd get a red card, and wouldn't be able to play when my team needed me. so yea..

uh but after the game most of the team went to duffys! i sat with jessie and sam and miranda. HAHA we had fun. colored and stuff. we ordered 2 appetizers, 2 salads, 4 dinners, and 4 sundaes. wow man we had alot of food, we shared. so then after that we went into this big bathroom and we were in there so cori and katherine, idk which one tunred off the lights so it was pitch black, couldnt see a thing and i screamed really loud haha we had fun. so then we went in the game room and cori won me and jessie these spiderman candy things which were good !!

so got home around 11-ish. woke up saturday morning at 5 30, got ready to go, then went to sams game. they lost, but its alright. they have another game at 3 i think, im going with jessie, and then were going to me and jessies game. then our teams gonna go out to dinner again, and jessie or hallie might spend the night over here. :] :] :] im having alot of fun with all this.

whoo, i'll update later with whats going on.

GO PINK LADIES.

<3>

Friday, January 28, 2005

gawsh. im sick.

awh man! this sucks.
i'm sitting at home,
all by my lonesome
when, my very best
friends are at school
having a fun time,
together. :
but i suppose, it's just a day off for me. a sick day off for me


so uh today; im gonna add some shit to the iPod.
and draw and color and write
and sleep; for at least 2 more hours.
OH& im gonna paint my nails
PiNK fo sho. because it's
my kick ass teams colorr
YEAH.

and WE HAVE MY FIRST TOURNAMENT GAME TONIGHT (( for soccer )) and
of course with my great luck, i am sick as hell. but i have to get better.

i will play hard.
my team will kick some major PSL ass.
my team WILL win this tournament.
and we will make them cry, again.

so comment please. x3 x3

GO PINK LADIES.

thursday.

ok so. thursday, 1st pd. was lame. we had to pretend like kevin was special, like a weird king or something. we had to say "thank you elder kevin...." and i forgot the rest but anyways, scott (my napoleon dynamite friend) was like "thank you elder biscut" HAHA. it was so so funny, but you had to be there. so anyways, second. we got yelled at, and watched a movie, and jenna flicked off sara from the planning room, and then we got yelled at; again. so then 3rd. we learned about this weird back disease thing, that i was making fun of. it was a really boring movie. so then lunch, was alright. HAHA lunch line, with my best friend patrick ! haha that kid makes me laugh so hard. so then 4th we had a test thing, and then 5th we went to the library, haha i laughed with some cool kids. so then uh, 6th was math. math was gay. got a C on my HW so im redoing it. so then 7th was gym, which was cool. laughed at / with colton. haha that kids awesome. so then spanish, brianna stole my purse, and uh decker wasnt there so it was kinda lame.

so just comment.

<3>

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

i think i'm sick : /

so now, its wednesday

i feel so sick.

i am sick.

my stomach hurts so bad

my head hurts

my throat hurts

i am hungry

i am so so tired

i feel like im about to die.

but anyways, we watched this movie and it was stupid

science we watched a movie, and it was stupid

lunchbase we watched a movie for like 5 minutes.. i didn't pay attention but still, it was stupid

lunch, was stupid

4+5th i sang a song, in order to make fun of katrina. HAHA this kid who is mean/loser/ugly/dumb asked her out and she was gonna say YES hahahahahaha so i was singing "hey tony! (thats his name), i love you!! hey tony, if i could i would date you! my one and only loser, my one and only fag!" ahh it was funny. but you had to be there. and then hannah gave me cookies and i gave some to kendall and van : )

so 6th, math. yeah it was stupid

7th, gym. was stupid.

and 8th was funnny !! haha and decker gave me a lollypop and his last peice of gum and then later lindsey gave me her gatorade. !!


yeah, just comment.

OH and haha, i love my big retarded sister. :) :)

I walk Alone 15x: ha haah well your gay

xx JACKiE 93: hahaha thanks.

xx JACKiE 93: you too. :)

I walk Alone 15x: thanks darling


Tuesday, January 25, 2005

gee, idk

hmm. it feels like a monday

but anyways; in science we had this test, and boy let me tell you it was so so so so so so so so sooooooo hard& i do not have any doubt that i will get a bad grade
so lunch TOTALLY SUCKED. thanks to a certian someone who made it so i couldn't sit by my two best friends. but michael showed me this pic. of lindsey which was really cute.. and she was wearing the same shirt i used to have.
so (skipping some pd.'s)..
gym was wayy fun because of alexa. she was flipping out and it was really really funny, i laughed alot
spanish--both michaels wanted me to volunteer so i did, with brianna! haha it was cool i guess, because we didn't know what we were doing.

after 8th--tate was begging, litterally on his knees beggingg decker for gum and then i asked and he gave it to me, and tate's like "hey!! why did you give it to her??" and hes like "because she's my girlfriend" and i was like "what?! no.." it was kinda weird, okay it was really weird.

so i've got soccer practice tonight. and my mommy is making me SPAGHETTI AND MEATBALLS for dinner. :) :)

yeah, just comment. <3>